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I Need A Hug

I AM VERY, VERY SAD.
SOMETHING HAPPENED. VERY PERSONAL, HENCE I CANNOT SHARE IT WITH YOU GUYS.
:banjir:

Not much to update.
This thursday is my last day here.
I feel anxious, nervous and at the same time relieved. VERY RELIEVED.
Anxious, nervous as if a kid entering a standard one.
Well I pray very hard that the new company is much more better than the current one.
TRY TO LOOK IN A POSITIVE WAY. AT LEAST THE PAY AND BENEFITS ARE MUCH BETTER. hee hee

and the fact they are ok-ed with my "accident" situation also is a plus good news for me.

I am a bit mellow though today.
My maid is driving me crazy with her crazy attitude.
I think I've had enough of her. I just told her today, to be grateful for whatever things that she has while she is still working for me, stop nagging (oh yes she has the gut to nag to me), or IF I AM REALLY FED UP WITH HER I WILL ASK MY HUSBAND TO SEND HER BACK TO THE AGENT. I had no choice but to blacmail her, because as I SAID she is really driving me up to wall. Up to the point in the car while driving, I ask myself" Why can't she just be a "normal-maid" and give less headache to me ? Well she is suppose to give me a helping hand and not the other way round isnt it.. But sometimes I think I cannot start with the "WHY" Questions.. because I dont know the answer, and worse it will ironically make me questioned back "Why me" which is like "not being grateful enough to Allah" for whatever things that He has given to me.

I guess, that is part of life.
You gain in something, but you'll learnt something in hard way.
Sometimes it hurts you badly, like what I am going through right now, only time will heal me.

So I guess, I need a hug

:|

04:01 PM - Monday, August 20, 2007 - post comment